![]() ![]() It seems that my closure has not been 100% bullet-proof, but is still strong enough that my sexual fantasies with my ex haven’t materialized. The difference between the two lovers is that one loves me and wants to marry me, while the other only offers an afternoon of sensual pleasure and then emotionally disappears. For hours, I visualized him making love to me, finally forcing away the idea in my current lover’s arms. His erotic text made my heart skip a beat at the thought of seeing him again. He asked me to stay open to him always, but closure is sweet in allowing the heart to release and love again. I achieved closure that evening as he ravished me in his hot bed for hours. Before he left the country, we met to say goodbye. “I did not have sex with my ex for 10 years, despite his constant attempts to reconnect. “The art of losing isn't too hard to master, though it may look like (Write it!) like disaster.” -Elizabeth Bishop He and I dated for 3 years and broke up in early 2020. ![]() My ex bf 28M and best friend 45F have been sleeping together for the last few weeks.
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